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cindy_candy
01 February 2016 @ 11:43 pm
well, wow... it's 2016... I couldn't believe it, what more is I couldn't believe that I opened my livejournal.. wow.. I'm teary..

it's been almost 4 years ~almost 4 Godamn years!!!~ I didn't touch livejournal, maybe around the same amount of times I haven't been reading any Yunjae Fanfic, lot of things happened, I became (more or less) more mature, I graduated, got a job, moved from my home town to the Capital, got a lot of stress at work, well you can say work hard play hard..

waw..

the last post I made was about the possibility of TVXQ comeback through AVEX.. pffttt.. how naive I was, I was desperate.. a lottt, sure you were also, but well, I (or we) more or less could accept it now that FOR NOW, they are on their own path, well, you know sometimes you and your bestfriends make a promise to hang out now and then in one place and of course to reach that place you take different path based on where you were at that time, but in the end we always have a great times together right...

waw.. againn..

Jaejoong is on military now, and so Yunho (of course I saw them on the same venue of that military event) Jaejoong.. still charming as always.. and Yunho (well like he was my biggest bias) but... haha you notice his hamster cheeks don't you? he gains weight, as well am I (are we meant to be each other? wakaka) the last time I watched Yunho was when he was on watchmen's Journal with Jung Ilwoo, no I didn't watch His last drama because the lead female role, poor him he could be in better drama but of course he still needs lot of practice in acting (wise nod).. Junsu is going to military also if I'm not wrong? as for Yoochun.. well for sure he would delay his military mandatory because of his asthma? don't know, but hey I love his new MV, made me teary, as for Changmin, I took a peak at kokayz livejournal he doing sageuk now.. gonna take more attention for it later..

can't believe they are in their 30's now!!! well I'm on my late 20's now, OMOO give me a guy pleasee.. (yes I'm still single and start to feel not happy about it now)

what I almost couldn't believe is Jaeho_detox still exist!! OMO Yunjae fanfic still alive! sure will look for good fanfic to read, you could suggest me, but well I'm being imprisoned by work loads sooo.. well next week lunar new year holiday, sure things I have a free times haha..

waww.. couldn't believe it, I stepped in to my great memories again, start in univ (well my bad I only a cassiopeia in 2009, yessss.. such a baddd timing) but I don't regret it, I'm grateful even, at least I know what a good KPOP about hell yeah no ones beat them, I became know Yunjae, addicted to their Fanfic, write some of it, made a Journal account, join Yunjae community (sad there were no more archive for Jaeho_youngwonhi around the time I also hiatus from livejournal) made new friends from around the world, made spot in section comment haha.. I wonder if my livejournal friends still active or not, because sure things like myself, life is keep moving for them too.. gonna check their account for sure later..

well, this what made me comeback https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y2VI1fGKcU8 damn haha.. nowdays there are lotttts of reaction video, on anything! after that, unconsciuously start looking for TVXQ reaction, continue on watching their performance again as 5, reminiscing their peak popularity, listened to their songs again, got teary again, got emotional again, and i realized, hey after so many years I'm still a cassiopeia, they were, are, and will be my idol, many times has passed but they still have an effect, THE effect in KPOP industry, I still could find some reaction video to them, even to the DB5K! still find some cover to them, even some idols who do cover of them.. well, Dong Bang Shin Ki can't stop to makes me amaze, never regret to become cassiopeia even on the not quite right time.. sure times fly by, but without I realize it, the are still in my heart, their songs now on my playlist again, but with the different that I can hear it with a peace heart now, not with a heartache, even I found that my workmate is a cassiopeia too or at least was haha.. what a small world.. an wholaa.. I stepped in to this little worship world again and wrote this..


it's been 4 years now since I left, and DBSK now has became like a veteran is KPOP world, more or less like SHINWA, i don't get the same feeling towards SUJU or BIGBANG, not that I dislike them, hell bang bang bang has hypnotized me, but i don't know... Big bang is huge, but maybe because they still insanely active they became blended well in todays KPOP generation, became these days KPOP hype, as for suju I don't know they ere not as hype as they were in around 2012/2013 backwards, no offence but I thought EXO has outshined them, sorry fellas.. only DBSK has that aura, as if they are being respected by nowdays idols generation (sure they are) by nowdays KPOP industry, as if they are on whole different world, I wouldn't say they became a legend.. yet.. but I bet you know what I mean, they are.. DBSK/TVXQ/THSK!

waw, couldn't believe I wrote this long, so many things flow through my head when I wrote this that not everything that popped in my head could be wrote even I couldn't pay attention to the grammar afraid I would forget what I will wrote, glad I could make a visit in this journal again, in this fandom again, and even more glad if you, my livejournal friend could say hello to me so I could know if you still around or not hehe, could know how are you doing in these my 4 years hiatus, could know if you still keep the faith


For sure I'll write again later, maybe not fanfic (as if I wrote lot of fanfic haha) and pay a visit to this live journal world and read Yunjae fanfic agaian haha, see you soon..

HEY YOU!!! I'M STILL A CASSIOPEIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 
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cindy_candy
24 January 2012 @ 04:15 pm
first of all I don't want this to be a fan war okay????

Recent news on the possibility of TVXQ‘s reunion is sending shockwaves throughout the industry.

On January 22nd, a Japanese article titled, “Will Avex act as the savior? TVXQ’s reunion project” surfaced. It reported of rumors of a reunion concert at Tokyo Dome orchestrated by Avex, who was previously accused of hindering JYJ‘s Japanese activities. In light of Avex’s recent under-performing releases, it is said that they are willing to go head with this project and stop hindering JYJ’s Japanese activities. Japanese superstar Ayumi Hamasaki is rumored to be negotiating on behalf of both sides.

While the news of a possible reunion is being met with enthusiasm by fans all over the world, many are skeptical of the chances of such a reunion actually occurring. The fact that this reunion is being orchestrated by Avex instead of SM Entertainment is also a cause of skepticism.

The article goes on to state, “While the reunion of TVXQ is something that many fans are waiting, the small possibility of this actually happening is an indicator of Avex’s desperation,” hinting that Avex’s recent lack of success may be reason for pursuing such an unlikely project.

TVXQ fans responded to the news with, “While it would be great if reunion happens, it seems unlikely“, “They say Avex will lead the project but I can’t trust them“, and “I hope they stop writing these pointless reunion articles“.

As no official statements have been released from any parties, it’s important to wait for these rumors and speculations to be confirmed. Stay tuned to allkpop as we await developments on this matter.

Source & Image: Newsen via Nate

original source: allkpop
original article: http://www.allkpop.com/2012/01/possibility-of-tvxq-reunion-through-avex


okay soooo... this news that could make me write a post after a gazillion years... yeah...
okay call me delusional, pathetic, to much dreaming and consume too many marijuana...
but for me, as DB5K lover this news-even if it's just a baseless rumor- well... for a moment this increased my heartbeat to the MAX....
but again.... there are so many things happened (more over in entertainment industry) are based on a rumor, aren't they?
but of course I'm completely conscious that this could be a forever rumor... sooooo.... Just a sweet thing in this new lunar year ^^...
happy lunar year for u all ^^.....
 
 
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Current Mood: busybusy
Current Music: Brit feat rihanna - S&M
 
 
cindy_candy
31 December 2010 @ 12:25 pm

Title: Bread, Love and Dreams

Author: cindy_candy

Pairing: Yunjae

Rating: pg-13

Genre: AU, romance, angst

Length: one-shot

Summary: could be an ordinary pineapple bun unite them in the future?

Disclaimer: the title is inspired by a korean drama with the same title, hoho Kim Tak Goo is so cute...


 

“They kidnapped me Yunho! They would sold me to other country, if appa and omma didn’t adopt me I don’t know what would happened to me!” Jaejoong still shouted in Yunho arms.Collapse )

 

 
 
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Current Music: DBSK - Hug
 
 
cindy_candy
31 December 2010 @ 12:18 pm

Title: Bread, Love and Dreams

Author: cindy_candy

Pairing: Yunjae

Rating: pg-13

Genre: AU, romance, angst

Length: one-shot

Summary: could be an ordinary pineapple bun unite them in the future?

Disclaimer: the title is inspired by a korean drama with the same title, hoho Kim Tak Goo is so cute...


 

Shocked and couldn’t say anything, Yuho run to the said display and quickly took a bite of the bun, “This is....this is.....” unconsciously tears threatened to fall.Collapse )

 

 

 
 
Current Location: My room
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Park Hyo Shin - Hwa Shin
 
 
cindy_candy
31 December 2010 @ 12:12 pm

Title: Bread, Love and Dreams

Author: cindy_candy

Pairing: Yunjae

Rating: pg-13

Genre: AU, romance, angst

Length: one-shot

Summary: could be an ordinary pineapple bun unite them in the future?

Disclaimer: the title is inspired by a korean drama with the same title, hoho Kim Tak Goo is so cute...

 
 

owh really? Those looked great, Can I try some Joongie?Collapse )

 

 
 
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cindy_candy
22 August 2010 @ 05:42 pm

Everyone must think I’m the most crazy, stupid, and exaggerating everything, in other word a Drama Queen, but yeah I accept that fact, I’m such a drama queen. SM live and A-nation, two huge event, two different places, in the same date. There is one idol group which showed in both event, separately. Yes our boys, our Dong Bang Shin Ki, Our God who rise from the East. HoMin in SM Live and JaeChunSu in A-Nation, and appeared with their own new songs.  As soon as the Shows began, there are a lot of fan account with their own story, experience, fancam and fanvid flooded. I saw they photos performance, I saw they tried their best to perform an awesome performance, full of emotion which beside glad I don’t know what other feeling they felt that time. they determined, even though they had endured a long hiatus they still could give the audiences a satisfaction, and yes, they were, all the audiences in both events felt satisfied.

But why was I crying? Instead of happy they could perform again, i felt sad. Correction, yes, I’m truly happy for they performance, I’m glad for them, but there is another feeling I feel and always feel, sadness. See their pictures in different show make me cry, see their sang but in the formation 3 and 2 make me cry, even see them laugh make me cry, did they laugh because of happiness an nothing else or in their consciences they felt something else, What are they?

I support all of them, always, I support Yunho, I Support Changmin, I support Jaejoong, I support Yoochun, and I support Junsu, I always be, but I know, instead of Happy, I feel sad more often. Yeah, I permit you to call me idiot, stupid fans. But until forever I will always hope and hope, eventhough it is an empty hope.

The first day of SM Town live and A-nation have passed, there are still  lots of Shows Tour schedule for both, I’m only wish, ‘Good luck Yunho-oppa, Changmin-oppa, Jaejoong-oppa, Yoochun-oppa, and Junsu-oppa for your upcoming shows, I always hope the best for all of you, and please keep your health’

And I’m here, unable to watch them live, with maybe what all of you call with empty hope, always pray for all of the 5 return. I will always wait, because I’m one of cassiopeia, the fans of Dong Bang Shin Ki.

A/N: If you don’t like with this entry, please don’t comment, this is what I think and feel, and this is my right to think and feel like this, so if you still give bad comment and bashing, You have attacked my right. Thank you.

oh yeah once again, anyone could give me a link to the SM town live (with Homin included only, either it single, duet or collaboration with others artists)  and A-nation fancam with a quite good quality? Thx if u want to help me ^___^...

 
 
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Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Tohoshinki - Begin
 
 
cindy_candy
04 August 2010 @ 11:34 am

Title: First Day School
Author: cindy_candy
Pairing: little Yunjae
Length: on
eshot
Rating: PG
Genre: Fail Fluff & lame humor
(as always)

Summary: Little Joongie don’t want to go to school because of a certain boy

Previous series:
I'll Make You Mine

 

 

hmmmm...umma, can i just skip my first day?Collapse )

 
 
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Current Mood: mellowmellow
Current Music: DBSK - You're my melody
 
 
cindy_candy
08 July 2010 @ 11:53 am

Title: Phone Call

Author: cindy_candy

Pairing: Yunjae

Length: oneshot

Rating: PG

Genre: Romance, angst

Summary: Yunho call Jaejoong when He heard Su was hospitalized

 

 


“So it’s wrong if i call to find out wheter one of my son is okay after he fainted and get hospitalized now?”Collapse )

 

 

A/N: so i was writing chibi Yunjae fic when heard this rumor that Yunho called Jaejoong to ask Su condition, anyone has heard it?  i didn’t know wheter this rummor was true, but I would be grateful if that true, because althought they are not together now, it will prove that they still cared for each other. So let’s just pray so that this problem can be resolved sooner, and I don’t understand what SM intention by held the previous conference. For anyone that waiting 4 my chibi series please wait, the story is half done hehehe ^_^...Comment please. AKTF….

 
 
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cindy_candy
02 July 2010 @ 12:03 pm
okay i have finished my first fic but i don't know how to make link, take a look:


Title: I’ll Make You Mine
Author: cindy_candy
Pairing: little Yunjae
Length: oneshot
Rating: PG
Genre: Fail Fluff & lame humor

Summary: little Jaejoong met his new newborn and hate him immediately

(“I’ll make you mine Joongie-honey…”)


i want to make so when we clicked on the red sentence above, we could enter the whole story, like all of you have done (to make the post shorter i assume)

BUT..... i don't know how to do it, please anyone tell me how to do it, you know i'm still very beginer in LJ, oh and please do comment hehehe...

Once agaon, pleasse help me >.<......

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cindy_candy

Title: I’ll Make You Mine
Author: cindy_candy
Pairing: little Yunjae
Length: oneshot
Rating: PG
Genre: Fail Fluff & lame humor

Summary: little Jaejoong met his new newborn and hate him immediately

 

 

 

 

“I’ll make you mine Joongie-honey…”Collapse )


 

 

A/N: finally, my first fic >.<, since I’m new I only dare to write a oneshot, and a light one, so I decided to write our little Yunjae story….i’m sorry if the story is boring and long, I know it’s a big failure, but please give me a comment even though it is “hey your story is horrible you know”, and let me now where part is the most horrible, I promise I’ll fix it in the future fic, so please do comment, I really expect it dear, and one more thing I’m sorry if my English is horrible to, Mianhe…

 
 
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